heartbroken???

i'm not that kind of person who talks about love.. for me, love btween 2 different gender is just a rubbish.. unless, if they are already married. i believe there's love, but i never know wat love is actually. i never falln in love b4. truth b told, i had a crush on sumbody, but idon think its love. coz i juz like to c his face. it looks like a gal face, i always imagine that he wears a skirt.. hehe.. that's why i dun think that's love.. but recently, there's sumone dat attract me. i'm not surely dat i attracted to him.. i don have any feeling to him actually.. i thought he treated me specially juz bcoz there's one thng dat we can shre about. but, yesterday, i just happen to know, he has someone else... i thought that i wouldnt feel anything. but, deep in my heart, sumthing grow.. i really dun know wat is that,.. is it wat they called heartbroken?? i relly dun know.. i didnt spill even a drop of tears.. is that wat we called love?? i dun think so! cuz i juz treat him like a brother.. i dun really care about with whom he's dating out or anything.. but then, why i'm feeling sumthing?? i really confuse rite now..

hey, i'm new here..

actually there's nothing to say...