attention please. i'm gonna stop this blog. i know it doesnt really matter to you guys. but just to let you know. so you wouldnt waste your time open this crap. plus, its only four people who actually read this trash. so, i wouldnt mind. sayonara. this is my present for you guys who are willingly read this thing. thnk guys.
p/s: have you realized that there were sooo many grammatical mistakes i made since i started this blog? naahhh... who cares. its only 4 people.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
japan
everyone knows that i;m obsessed with japan. i'm soo into it. just say anything about japan, you can see my eyes are shining bright. it started to like japan when i watched this anime when i was in standard four. i just decided that i want to go to japan. see? i made up my mind since that long time ago. then, i saw my first brother (all because of him, including how i first read manga) were studying japanese. he took japanese language in his university. he bought a book. every night i would sneak into his room and took that book. i learned japanese language. i learned how to write katakana and hiragana but, still not kanji. kanji is hard! that is why i could read and write a little bit katakana. i learnt how to speak japanese, i watched all the animes and japanese drama and movies listen to their talking. that is why i learned their culture that every summer they would have festivals. they would wear yukata. that i know that yukata and kimono is different things. they would play hanabi that is firework at night. that they have tea ceremony where people would drink green tea which is bitter. and when you want to drink that, it has its own rules. the way to drink it, the way to hold the cup and the way to pour it. and i know that flower arranging is their art. that every time when cherry is blossom they would have festivals named hanami. hana means flower. they would picnic under the trees to view the scenery. and it is a tradition for high school boys to give a button from their school uniform to the girls they like on their graduation day. you can learn it by read it somewhere or google it, but for me, i've learned it from every movie and drama i watched. that is why some people dont understand how on earth could i understand japanese drama and movies because they are so slow and sometimes people who watched it didnt understand a bit. i listen to their songs. that is why, sometimes i can understand a little bit of the song. some people shocked when i can memorize the lyrics and say it word by word. why i prefer japanese songs that others.. i learnt from it. i know that sora mean sky, tomodachi means friend, nakama means comrade, kazoku means family, okasan, otosan, onesan, obasan, oniisan, what do you think when you saw these words in my contact number in my phone? i know that they also have informal and formal way to talk. that i know all words ended up with -shita is the polite words to say to people they respect. that they also have slang words such as ore which means i for boys and kuso is literally means damn it. that they say gomen ne instead of gomennasai. that omae is the rude way to say you. baka is stupid. and every sentence ended with janai is the negation sentence and every sentence ended with desu ka or ka is the question sentence. there still so much things that i dont know. i want to learn more. i bought a 'how to learn japanese' book. i make my own dictionary and write the new words i learnt in it. (if only i could do the same thing to english language!!). i want to go there. at least once. my dream is to go there. i wanted to further my study there. its really rare to find someone who would have the same interest. and if i found him/her, i might fall for her/him. when i was in form three, i found this girl. her name is najwa. she is my physic's teacher daughter. her sister went to japan to study language and her brother went to korea for engineering. i was interested with her sister. i made friend with her. all her siblings are clever and she said that she wasnt. that's ridiculous because.. i'll tell you more after this. her father always visited her sister in japan. and at that time i was so jealous. he always watch japanese drama and write quotes from the drama. (omg! i wish my dad as cool as hers! fyi, the quotes from japanese drama are meaningful. they always give you spirit. also, i did that too! write out quotes). so, this najwa made interest with this japanese stuff. we always talked about this. everytime! one day, we made a promise, to further our study there or maybe south korea. so, we had to work harder. since that time, we got our pmr result, she got 7 As! she could get in to the third science class, i was in the fourth class. 2 years passed, when the spm result were out, she got 11As..! she applied for the scholarship. she was the only student in our batch that applied for a scholarship to JAPAN. she told me when she got the interview. she told me when she got the scholarship. she told me when she was at the intec in uitm shah alam. and last two month she texted me "hey, i'm in japan now." i'm upset because it wasnt me. she kept the promise and i'm not.
just now, i stalked someone's fb and her friend is najwa's friend. they're studying there. i saw some najwa's pictures and some of them wrote in japan. she and her friends commented in japanese language. najwa and her sister communicate in japanese language! how i wish i know what they are talking about. isk..
next semester would be really hard for me. all the heavy subjects! and taekwando 2.. oh my gosh! we had sparring! i'm afraid! but, still, i'm waiting for it. why? because i'm taking japanese. the only thing that makes my university life meaningful. i dont really care if i dont have friends in the class (of all my friends, i'm the only one who are taking this class). its okay because i study the thing that i really like. i hope i will enjoy this class. i waited for japanese since semester one!
btw, do you know that japan is very popular with pornography?? and do you know that when japanese people go to onsen which is hot spring, they cannot wear any cloth even a single thread??
just now, i stalked someone's fb and her friend is najwa's friend. they're studying there. i saw some najwa's pictures and some of them wrote in japan. she and her friends commented in japanese language. najwa and her sister communicate in japanese language! how i wish i know what they are talking about. isk..
next semester would be really hard for me. all the heavy subjects! and taekwando 2.. oh my gosh! we had sparring! i'm afraid! but, still, i'm waiting for it. why? because i'm taking japanese. the only thing that makes my university life meaningful. i dont really care if i dont have friends in the class (of all my friends, i'm the only one who are taking this class). its okay because i study the thing that i really like. i hope i will enjoy this class. i waited for japanese since semester one!
btw, do you know that japan is very popular with pornography?? and do you know that when japanese people go to onsen which is hot spring, they cannot wear any cloth even a single thread??
Monday, June 27, 2011
fruit basket
recently, my friend asked me about anime. so, i suddenly wanted to write this thing.
fruit basket or furuba is one of the most like anime i've ever watched. i know i know, i've told you already! haha. but, here's the thing, this anime is not like any other animes i watched. this fruit basket is really something. you know, every episode will make someone who watched it touched by its content if you thoroughly enjoying this anime and manga. its like, everything happens in our life and fruit basket says what exactly we want to hear from other people. its like giving advice to people who had experience the same situation like what furuba's characters had. and it really stained in my heart, everything in fruit basket. say i am sentimental or what, but, that exactly me. i like to listen and watch something meaningful that make your heart thumps violently even for a second. same goes to the songs i listened to. somehow, takaya natsuki seems to know how to come out with good ideas to create a very great story. the soundtrack for this anime are sang by ritsuko okazaki. she was not a beautiful young singer, but, she had a beautiful voice that can touch people. the furuba's songs were written by her. she died at the age of 44 in 2004 from a septic shock as a result of septicemia. (i googled this thing and found out it is a disease where the blood was infected by some pathogenic organism resulted the malfunction of some organs). she was unable to speak her last word and left her work unfinished. before that, she was diagnosed by a stomach cancer. when you listen to furuba's opening theme's lyrics, titled 'for fruit basket', you will know it has something to do with her life and somehow, it suits the furuba's storyline. i dont know, maybe it had nothing to do with her life, but, i want to believe that it was from her true feeling, like she wrote that when she knew death was coming. the lyrics "let stay together itsumo", which means 'lets always stay together". its like she didnt want to part with her friends or maybe this is only my fantasy assumption. still, it has meaning in it. (that I was the person who dont want to part with my friends). all the characters in fruit basket has their own dark past which each of them want to get rid of it. but, fruit basket teach us how to face those dark bastards and become a strong person.
fruits basket is actually a kids' game played by a group of people, one person has to be chosen to be a basket that will call out fruits' names. other people who become fruits can join him/her. and thats the fun. (its not fun at all!) fruit basket tell the story about a girl who chose to become an onigiri and was isolated by other kids because onigiri is not a type of fruit and dont deserve to be with delicious fruits. she waited and waited to be called. it didnt happen. but, she still smile. several years later, she found out that there were some people out there who like and choose onigiri instead of delicious fruits.
tohru, a simple minded and kindhearted high school girl who always smile
(to be continued- my sister wants to use this netbook. )
fruit basket or furuba is one of the most like anime i've ever watched. i know i know, i've told you already! haha. but, here's the thing, this anime is not like any other animes i watched. this fruit basket is really something. you know, every episode will make someone who watched it touched by its content if you thoroughly enjoying this anime and manga. its like, everything happens in our life and fruit basket says what exactly we want to hear from other people. its like giving advice to people who had experience the same situation like what furuba's characters had. and it really stained in my heart, everything in fruit basket. say i am sentimental or what, but, that exactly me. i like to listen and watch something meaningful that make your heart thumps violently even for a second. same goes to the songs i listened to. somehow, takaya natsuki seems to know how to come out with good ideas to create a very great story. the soundtrack for this anime are sang by ritsuko okazaki. she was not a beautiful young singer, but, she had a beautiful voice that can touch people. the furuba's songs were written by her. she died at the age of 44 in 2004 from a septic shock as a result of septicemia. (i googled this thing and found out it is a disease where the blood was infected by some pathogenic organism resulted the malfunction of some organs). she was unable to speak her last word and left her work unfinished. before that, she was diagnosed by a stomach cancer. when you listen to furuba's opening theme's lyrics, titled 'for fruit basket', you will know it has something to do with her life and somehow, it suits the furuba's storyline. i dont know, maybe it had nothing to do with her life, but, i want to believe that it was from her true feeling, like she wrote that when she knew death was coming. the lyrics "let stay together itsumo", which means 'lets always stay together". its like she didnt want to part with her friends or maybe this is only my fantasy assumption. still, it has meaning in it. (that I was the person who dont want to part with my friends). all the characters in fruit basket has their own dark past which each of them want to get rid of it. but, fruit basket teach us how to face those dark bastards and become a strong person.
fruits basket is actually a kids' game played by a group of people, one person has to be chosen to be a basket that will call out fruits' names. other people who become fruits can join him/her. and thats the fun. (its not fun at all!) fruit basket tell the story about a girl who chose to become an onigiri and was isolated by other kids because onigiri is not a type of fruit and dont deserve to be with delicious fruits. she waited and waited to be called. it didnt happen. but, she still smile. several years later, she found out that there were some people out there who like and choose onigiri instead of delicious fruits.
tohru, a simple minded and kindhearted high school girl who always smile
(to be continued- my sister wants to use this netbook. )
Sunday, June 26, 2011
bangang
you asshole! i still want to work there!! stop it!! it makes me wanna puke!
Arrgghhh!!
dun call me that!!!!! because i'm not your &^(*%%$ princess!!!!!!!!
Arrgghhh!!
dun call me that!!!!! because i'm not your &^(*%%$ princess!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
mistakes
ok yes it's a mistake. i know it's a mistake but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake, because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say yeap that was a mistake. so, really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you go to your whole life not really knowing something is a mistake or not, and damn it i've made no mistakes! i've done all of this my life, my relationship, my career mistakefree.. does any of this make sense to you-lily aldrin (how i met your mother)
u never knew that something is a mistake, unless u make the mistake and then, u will know that was a mistake. just now, someone told me the same thing like what ckgu Sariah told me two years ago. how many times i think back, and ask the same question over and over again, "is this a mistake??" every time i went to 'that' place, i saw them, questions played in my mind. "why did i choose this path?" "is this the right decision?" "i supposed to be wearing it" "who am i supposed to be if i choose that path?".. if i choose the first chance, i could be with R now.. when the second chance came, if i used the second chance, i could be with princess right now. we could know each other. think of it, i asked for the best from Him, He gave the best. this is might be the fate.. if i took the first chance, i might not be in my lovely KMKN, i might not know princess, i might not create those great memories there, i might not be so close with R, i might not still be in touch with F. those memories wont be in my mind. i might not know S, saida, siti and everyone else in KmkN. the second chance?? i dun know yet what will i miss if i take the second chance. maybe, my 3years future me, would know thw answer, perhaps when future me read this thing, she will give the answer. and i really wish the answer is " its okay leka, that was not a mistake".
"But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not."
(Al-Baqarah:216)
u never knew that something is a mistake, unless u make the mistake and then, u will know that was a mistake. just now, someone told me the same thing like what ckgu Sariah told me two years ago. how many times i think back, and ask the same question over and over again, "is this a mistake??" every time i went to 'that' place, i saw them, questions played in my mind. "why did i choose this path?" "is this the right decision?" "i supposed to be wearing it" "who am i supposed to be if i choose that path?".. if i choose the first chance, i could be with R now.. when the second chance came, if i used the second chance, i could be with princess right now. we could know each other. think of it, i asked for the best from Him, He gave the best. this is might be the fate.. if i took the first chance, i might not be in my lovely KMKN, i might not know princess, i might not create those great memories there, i might not be so close with R, i might not still be in touch with F. those memories wont be in my mind. i might not know S, saida, siti and everyone else in KmkN. the second chance?? i dun know yet what will i miss if i take the second chance. maybe, my 3years future me, would know thw answer, perhaps when future me read this thing, she will give the answer. and i really wish the answer is " its okay leka, that was not a mistake".
"But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not."
(Al-Baqarah:216)
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
good music
I wanna ask u sumthing. What d u think of a good song?? everyone has their own thought about good music, isnt it? well, I have my own perception of good music. But also, a very very bad music. Some of them have a very good voice and good background music but the lyrics, so damn like hell. Not like hell as exactly hell, but, badly like hell. Some of them have bad music, bad lyrics and perhaps bad voice. Dude, who wants to listen to “hey, siapa nama”, “haa haa.. xtahu”.. or “dj bukalah lagu cinta dedikasi wtf” (all the same species a.k.a the same lame singer). Guys,come on,! What in the damnation is that suppose to mean?? They dun even have a meaning in it! How on earth people can listen to those songs??! The other, “kita berkenalan di laman muka buku”.. eerrrrr… that was just as lame as Rebecca black’s song! I dun understand why there are people who even listen to these songs!! Okay, at least she has a good voice. I’m not prejudice here. i do respect your taste of music.there are also English songs that cannot be called song. For example, boom boom pow. Whaaat..???! u cant just go to the music appreciation class and says ‘the song that gve me inspiration is the song from adam-hai siapa nama because this song is fucking inspired me!’ come, on! Get a grip guys!!!!!!!!!!!!! U cant even appreciate sngs because of the damn u cant even listen to good songs! u apperiate a song when the lyrics means something for you. well yeah, you like that hai siapa nama song because the lyrics is telling about u and your boyfriend's story. or you just like the song of 'kita berkenalan di laman MUKABUKU" because you have found your soul mate or your true love in facebook a.k.a MUKABUKU..?? pfffttt..! i dun wanna say bad things because like i said, its karma. i'm afraid itwill happen to me. please dont. i dun want to seem pathetic or desperate.
what i wanna say here is nothing to do with good music. its just a random thing i wanna tell you. recently, i've found one band which is really really unique in their OWN way. they might not have a very great song but what makes they different is their guts to do whatever they want. they dun copy some korean band and admit they are better. they have their own unique and different images. there are some of this kind of band that i admire very much. like, L'Arc en~ciel (untill this day, i dun know how to pronounce it!), gackt, xjapan, the brilliant green, dir en grey, lmc, more importantly, malice mizer (argghhhhh!!). lmc have their own style which is punk, i dunno wat is it, they are like crazy happy teenagers. wearing crazy stuff with cap and long sleeve shirt. i like them. and malice mizer, god, this is really really cool. they wear cosplays. gothic-lolita..! who would do like they did?? how they thnik of human(?) is really cool. i'll show you their pics.
copied from wikipedia:
Formed by Mana and Közi, the band's name stands for "malice and misery", extracted from "nothing but a being of malice and misery" — their reply to the question "what is human?". Their earlier music and themes were characterized by their strong French and classical influences, later moving away from deliberate French romanticism and incorporating Gothic-Victorian aspects after several tragedies befell the band.
Malice Mizer is as famous for their music as for their live shows, featuring lavish historical costumes and stage sets, short silent theatre pieces preluding various songs, whimsical dance routines, and even a particularly notable instance of the vocalist descending to Earth (the stage) as a fallen angel, only to ascend again at the end of the concert. Throughout their history, the band has gone through several different lineups and three drastic image changes.
see that blue little cute girl???
dun be shocked, but, she's a dude. his name is mana. hehe.
okay, we come back to our topic, i found this unique band, named SUG. sug is a band with a unique image that is girls. they are guys! they dress like transvestite. seriously. with the beautiful lolita-like dress with small diadem (they still wearing their pants!), and put on their make up.. gosh.. what is very interesting is, their songs are not girlish kpop song. they are a punk rock band actually. their voices are not like Alesana's hoarse, but, i dunno, with the song, and their image, its kinda fit in.. they try to create their own image, at least. not copying people. people say they are gay. haha. funny, u know how i feel about gay guys (gays which take the man's role, not the transvestite), i do fond of them.ngahahaah.
alrite, this is the only song they dress like this. the other songs, normal like any other punk rock band. ok, i admit it. it looks like some horny gays doing some sissy things which makes u wanna puke. but, still cool.
alrite, this is the only song they dress like this. the other songs, normal like any other punk rock band. ok, i admit it. it looks like some horny gays doing some sissy things which makes u wanna puke. but, still cool.
btw, there is somewhere out there, a band who uses BLEACH cosplay..! that is so awesome! but, until today, i do not know this band's name.
Monday, June 20, 2011
14 may 2011
i'm no good in writing. i sucked at it. i dun have enough vocabs. i mean, i cant picture you about how am i feeling or what am i seeing. what am i going to write is incredibly beautiful, but i cant picture it with words. u have to experience it yourself.
THIS ISHOW LIFE SHOULD BE
THIS ISHOW LIFE SHOULD BE
14 may 2011
Am I dreaming rite now?
No you’re not.
Welcome to langkawi.
3hours earlier…
Lets go to langkawi!
What?? Are you kidding?? Now?? Are you dreaming or what?
We dun bring any single cloth, not even panties!
I’m dead serious. No kiddin.
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| in our ferry |
In langkawi. That nite, after checked in the motel, we went to dinner.
the wind from sea, the white sand, the breeze, the scenery.
What is it?
The smoked fish (ikan siakap bakar 700g), thai original spicy tomyam chicken, kailan salted fish with laychee juice.pheww…
Tell me what is it.
Laughing, crying, enjoying, talking about the old memories. With my two best friend who sat beside me.
This is life. Nice. Really.
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| haha!! nicest ever! |
The next day.
This is my diary-->we walked along the beach. We laughed. Talked. Doing stupid fishy things such as write out our nme on the sand. Haha. I know its childish, but, hey,I loved it. We missed R though. Talking and talking and talking. How i bloody loved this thing. Thought it was a wrong decision to cme to langkawi. but,hell no. We happened to bump into a sudan family. I knew we had to talk in English. So, I went away. Run..! suddenly F called me. Gosh I knew it, I coudnt avoid it. Well yeah, F who were talking a lot. She might speak in broken English, at least she had confidence!! I dun have any confidence any bit. Me?? Silent keep the golden. I didn’t know how to speak in English! U know that! It was a shame. I know it was a shame. U dun have to remind me! (abgngah scolded me for that when I tell them the story. He said : just give the damn to those sudan people you fool! They don’t even know you! Not that they will find and search for you and say ‘this is the girl who doesn’t know how to speak English’! this is your chance to improve your soft skill) he’s rite. I'm just realize it. Well, apparently, they dun even know me at all! Stupid me! when we were searching for a restaurant. we walked along the shops beside the road. we found this one bookstore which says "we buy, we sell". its a second-hand bookstore. god! books with every languages are there. you want, swedish books? japanese? that is the place! tourist sold their books there. every novel you ever think of were there! arghh! its like we can go all over the world in just one place.
Sugary sand motel. Well, its not like any hotel I’ve stayed in before but its nice though pls the fact that we could listen to the sound of the wave, well yeah obviously, the beach is a few steps behind our motel!. Seriously. though I hardly slept because of the freezing air cond. Pfft.. its froze me dead.
We were planning to see the sunset the next morning. Heheh. You can guess that we missed it. It must be super nice if it really happened.
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| my besties |
Well, the freezing morning. What else you want to do?? Bikini tanning! Ehermm.. I mean to the beach! Playing with the water. Buried me. Well, yeah its nice! I cant picture with words. After that, of course we went to the cable car!!
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| look at the fog! |
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| its freezing! |
The weather up there, pheww, u have to go to feel it urself. Really. Its really super great!!! The hanging bridge.(we had to climb up the stairs first and its really tiring). You should watch S. I know I wasn’t suppose to laugh at her but you should see her. And F, she just couldn’t stay still!! n If we had to live n survive in those thick forest because the cable car is plucked off (sory, couldnt find any better word, suggestion please?) from its rope due to F’s carelessness. I swear I will eat her up.
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| (^_____^) |
U know what, this is my best birthday gift ever in my life. There might be no live played guitar on the twelve o’clock on my phone, played by sum1 else, no express pos reach in front of my house with the the postman give me my birthday gift, there might not be a chocolate cake written “happy birthday zulaikha” from my father. There might not be meal in pizza hut of kfc. Yet this is the most remembered birthday gift for me. Thanks F n S. u've made my day. Love you guys.
P/s: I know you lied to me, but its ok. I dun care because you mentioned my name.. ngee~ I’m happy for you. Really.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
nghehe
my mom called jsut now. actually, my dad called. but, i think my mom wanted to talk to me. but, i refused. why? because i know she will ask me about my last exam just now. i dun want to mke her disappointed by sayin the truth. so, its the last option. its okay mom, tomorrow, when i see you, we'll talk through. ngehe.. cant wait. btw, wat the heck is sinergogi n objektivisme??? who on earth will know that akta pendidikan 1996 hv been changed to akta550?. ok, rite, people who read the book will know. me? of course not. serve me rite. but, who's gonna read perkembangan pendidikan di malaysia: dasar dan falsafah??no way in hell!
Saturday, April 23, 2011
syntax and morphology
i had high hope for this subject. why?? because i kinda like this subject. its hard though. somehow, when i studying this paper. i feel like i'm studying biology.
my hopes goes for nothing. i didnt do well in my exam.. i;m hoping for a miracle. oh Allah, please....
Friday, April 22, 2011
a day before CALL
11.30= wake up
12.30=buying food
1.00=facebooking
2.00=start to read CALL lecture note
2.10=drawing, piggy out
3.30=back to read that thing
3.45=watching movie
4.00=read it again
4.05=watching mv
4.30=its raining, dark--->sleep
5.45=wake up
6.30=watching shin-chan
8.00=facebooking
10.00=start to read again
11.00=twittering with bay n sue
12.00=read again
1.00=sleep
that morning.........
after subuh pray=again, me sleeping while other people busy reading their note.
what d you think. they dont believe me. but, this is how it happened. CALL is something u have to memorize the terms and its facts! if you dun know the facts, u cant answer it. yepp.. do you think i can do well in the exam?? even kids know the answer. people are working hard, me doing nothing. stupid me! they dun believe me unless i flunk in my exam?? let see the result then.
12.30=buying food
1.00=facebooking
2.00=start to read CALL lecture note
2.10=drawing, piggy out
3.30=back to read that thing
3.45=watching movie
4.00=read it again
4.05=watching mv
4.30=its raining, dark--->sleep
5.45=wake up
6.30=watching shin-chan
8.00=facebooking
10.00=start to read again
11.00=twittering with bay n sue
12.00=read again
1.00=sleep
that morning.........
after subuh pray=again, me sleeping while other people busy reading their note.
what d you think. they dont believe me. but, this is how it happened. CALL is something u have to memorize the terms and its facts! if you dun know the facts, u cant answer it. yepp.. do you think i can do well in the exam?? even kids know the answer. people are working hard, me doing nothing. stupid me! they dun believe me unless i flunk in my exam?? let see the result then.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
if i had the chance to be a novel's character
if had the chance,
i wanna be like harry in hrry potter!
i wanna be like percy!
they r cool, full of powers..! they are handsome!
no i dun want
i wanna be like affendy in street symphony.
i wanna be like minn edina in versus,
they changed. changed for the better. i'm ashame with myself. i want to change. its not easy. no, its easy if you have the will. the guts. then, why dont you change?? i dun have the guts. i dun have people to lead me to the true path. it just excuses. i want to change. i want to be a better person. dunia ni hnya persinggahan. i'm afraid.
i wanna be like harry in hrry potter!
i wanna be like percy!
they r cool, full of powers..! they are handsome!
no i dun want
i wanna be like affendy in street symphony.
i wanna be like minn edina in versus,
they changed. changed for the better. i'm ashame with myself. i want to change. its not easy. no, its easy if you have the will. the guts. then, why dont you change?? i dun have the guts. i dun have people to lead me to the true path. it just excuses. i want to change. i want to be a better person. dunia ni hnya persinggahan. i'm afraid.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
nakama
last night was so havoc i couldnt think of anything. we have to register the course. n because of my BELOVED university was so damn QUICK ACT of everything, i couldnt register for my course.. i know i know, that was my fault for being late. but hey, i couldnt open it! its not my fault.. its my netbook's fault..! haha.. yeah.. i can think no more. so, the thing is, when all my friends can register all the subject freely, i couldnt, and i have to meet the lecturer itself to tlak to her to open up the capacity for her class which mean i have to talk to TESL lecturer and you know what i'm talking about. i have to explain n talking in ENGLISH which i cant because i'm not a good english speaker n uknow bout the attitude of TESL lecturer. its great! and fyi, i didnt take the course introduction to literature because of the lecturer, she didnt want to take in any student. yep, thats including me. n the result is, i cant take any of the minor subjects if i didnt take the intro. and for the next sem, we have to register for two minor subjects. i planned for taking all of them, intro along with the two minor subjects. n guess whta, for the next sem, they open up intro just for dat drn ipg students which means i cant take intro that lead me to a conclusion that is i couldnt take that two minor subjects which resulting me lack of 7 more credit hours. so, i decided to take the major subjects which are only available for sem 6 n 7. i have to take the sem6 subjects, great. isnt it? n for sure, they are soooooooooooo EASY for me. but still, i have to search for 7more credit hours because i couldn take the other major subjects i planned. they are full. isnt that great?? fyi, we have to tke at least 15credit hours while i only have 12credit hours. that was so great! i LOVE my university.
i dunno whta i'm thinking rite now. i was so sad. sad to death. serve me rite. bwhahaha! my heart wasnt beating as it was. and i hate it. even i was sleepless last night----> dreaming about something. i dreamt about them. ore no nakama. i need them rite now. i miss them so much i dreamt bout them. somehow, it makes me feel better, even just dream bout them, and i slept until 12.05 p.m. i skipped my peng ko's survivor camp. haha.
i dunno whta i'm thinking rite now. i was so sad. sad to death. serve me rite. bwhahaha! my heart wasnt beating as it was. and i hate it. even i was sleepless last night----> dreaming about something. i dreamt about them. ore no nakama. i need them rite now. i miss them so much i dreamt bout them. somehow, it makes me feel better, even just dream bout them, and i slept until 12.05 p.m. i skipped my peng ko's survivor camp. haha.
Friday, April 8, 2011
i dun read love stories
i know iknow... i'm not that fond to read love stories. i never read a malay novel, love stories. english novel, yes. but, last night i found this blog. http://hlovatehikayat.blogdrive.com/archive/82.html its not that i FOUND but, searched for it. i read a short story "schubert's serenade". its abou the love between brother and sister. yes, i know! i supposed to be doing my assgnment at that time! its too hard,! ok ok, after i read this short stories, i made up a conclusion:
I WANT A BROTHER LIKE ABANG SHAH.
its not that i dislike my three brothers, i love my them, but, the thing is, I WANT ABG SHAH. seriously. i can bet, people who read this story will feel the same way like i feel. mat rempit who rides RXZ but loves clssic english literatures, can play piano very well n loves music??! thats damn cool!! oh wait, my second brother also rides RXZ, why he couldnt b like abg shah??! haha! i'm grateful i hv him as my brother. schubert serenade is a story about this girl who suddenly have a brother which studied at UTP, again, UTP!! n in his second year when he was only 19 years old!!!!! he's cool!!!!! ok, wake up.. this girl, his mother remarried with shah's father. she hates him so much. really. najwa who was taking his spm also loves classic musics and she plays violin which can only be harmonized with piano (played by shah). she loves anime and manga and she will become crazy when she walks in MPH, she likes books! until the day when she was playing schubert's serenade, shah came in played the piano. she was touched by that. from that day, their relationship little by little improved. when she happened to know that she loves his brother, the thing happened.. to know the whole story, please read it urself. its nice. i can guarantee dt is so nice unlike any other love novel. btw, it is just the short story, if you want the epilogue which is the story after that story, you have to buy the book. read this out :
Ju’a dan Shah tak memberi reaksi.Sama-sama terpaku memandang skrin.Seolah kena hypnotize dengan Rhapsody In Blue yang masih berlagu.
do you ever heard about the writer? hlovate, hate +love=hlovate. she is mysterious. people dont know whether she is "she" or "he" but i assume that hlovate is she because.. err.. its a long story. i will tell you later. her writing is so damn nice. really, the writing is unlike when u read it, u bored. no its not, the language used, u judge it. i always hear bout hlovate from my frineds, but, its malay novel, no way on earth i could read it. its not bcoz i dun like it, but i cant read it. everytime i read it, i saw worms playing and dancing! i never finished up my reading in malay novel, i'm easily getting bored especially when its comes to love stories. but, i really love to hear the story when people tell me. i mean, when someone reads a novel, she can tell me the whole story. i really loved to hear that. its different with english novel. hlovate's?? yes, they are different. one of my friend tell me a story about this novel, she told the whole story bout ths novel titled aa+bb. i fell in love with the story, n my friend told me that hlovate will publish a noel, story before aa+bb. can i type in bahasa?! its hard to explain! aa+bb citer psl seorg doktor yg bermusuh dgn seorg engineer rock + slumber. n novel sbelum tu "tunas" citer psl bdk2 sekolah, rsanya mrsm, psl diorg r. best siot. seyez. bkn citer cinta, tp citer psl peprangan diorg, n friendship. gler bestt!! ni la novel dia yg first ak bca. hlovate nih xtau la, tp, dia ni maybe seorg doktor because she knows all about medic! rumours ckp dia ni doktor, tp, doktor da msa ke nk btulis suma nih?? yg pentig, dia ni konfirm bdk sains sbb dia tulis tunas time spm, n tunas adlh perkara yg brlaku sekeliling dia time tuh. which means dia ni bdk mrsm or sbp. no, she knows about everything. dlm tunas, she explain about fizik, chemist, bio n bla2 yg dlm spm, smpaikn ak bca macm, "knpa x bca bnda ni time spm? at least ak boleh phm fizik!" dalam 5 tahun 5 bln, she explains about medics and sukan BMX! dlam versus, she explains about sukan skating. skate board, street geng. bila kta bca rasa mcm, wey dia ni tau suma mcm bnda ni mmg wujud, mcm hlovate niri yg mngalami bnda nih! seyez. dalam satu lagi cita, dia cita psl lukisan, ak seyez nk bca cita nih!! tp, lupa la tjuk dia.. =,='' n schubert serenade psl musics, violin, dia tau suma key dia! urghh.. n one thing i'm very sure is, dia ni study oversea. nk tau knapa? sbb cover buku "tunas" da gmbar klas, gmbar beberapa org yg amik gmbaq kt oversea (tgk outfit dpa) n gmbaq sekumpulan plajar pompuan main bola jaring kot.. not sure. sbb tu ak ckp dia ni pmpuan~. n da satu cita nih, da sorg bdk bca tunas dlm lecture hall dia, professor ke lecturer ntah, dia tegur, "eh, tu gmbar klas saya!" tgk2 dia kta hlovate nih satu skolah dgn dia. dia mmg cool. kalo tgk english dia, fuhh... slalu jgk tulis english.
tunas- cita psl heroin nih, nmyanya addin. dia nih bdk selamber dgn mp3 slalu kt telinga, n salh sorg dari DUA org budak yg pkai tudung kt sekola tu. giler. sekolah tu diorg ni first batch. n ckgu2 sekola tu suma pndg kt drjat n kekayaan bdk2 nih. so, bla nk mmprknlkan diri kt klas pn kna la gtau bpk diorg keja apa. si addin ni mnymph la, tmbh2 da sorg minah salh celup yg dok berasa dia tu diva. smpai turn dia, dia ckap, "sya tnggal dgn nenek". cool hbis. addin ni la satu2nya manusia yg berani lawn minah saleh celup tu. bla addin dgn geng2 dia yg xmemilih kwn berdsrkan drjat, diorg srg minah tu lg hbat. haha. novel nih mmg berkisarkan kisah hdup nakal time zman sekolah dulu. best!!! diorg wat mcm2! time ni la ak start pikir, algkah bestnya kalo ak msuk mrsm. haha! bongok pnya fikiran. cra dia tulis tu buat mcm kita pon da skali kt situ, time diorg wat bnda2 x msuk dek akal. tiap2 mlm , fly pegi pdg, tgk bintang. haha! best! addin n d geng mmbawa perubahan kt sekolah tuh. smpai time kwn2 laki dia mmprknalkan sorg kwn baru diorg, laki nmed kucai, addin mla berkelakuan pelik. kwn2 plik. smpai satu masa, ari birthday addin, addin dtgkap basah oleh mama leha (ckgu yg diorg xska) dgn Kucai kt bilik slh sorg kwn diorg tgh tgkp gmbar sesama.. minah saleh celup yg report, sbb dia ska kucai. n everything changed. kwn2 suma plik kt addin. knapa sampai mcm tu skali. addin n kucai dimalukan di dwan. diorg kna berucap dpndwan, betapa malunya. but, kucai pegang tgn addin, berjln berdua naik pentas.... n sila la baca.. hehe!! suka!! btw, hero dia bkn kucai, but, benz. benz dtg masa diorg tngktan5. benx, mamat rock yg rmbut pnjag, cincin tgkorak yg byk kt jari, ckp pon mcm smseng. dia ni la hero~ addin benci dia, benz?? hurmm.. wlaupon diorg slalu bergaduh, kalo korg bca, benz yg byk tolong addin. dia yg cover up bla addin black outkan the whole building sbb xnk antor homework.. so, nk tu d whole story, baca jgn x baca! kpada mnusia2 yg mmg xska bca novel melayu mcm sya, sya srankan, baca tunas.
actually, i was doing my assignment because, we have to submit it last night. serve me rite. so, off to go, kna smbng blik!! syntax n morphology, i love u. no one would love to state the comparison between japanese language and english language syntactically and morphologically like i did. damn.
I WANT A BROTHER LIKE ABANG SHAH.
its not that i dislike my three brothers, i love my them, but, the thing is, I WANT ABG SHAH. seriously. i can bet, people who read this story will feel the same way like i feel. mat rempit who rides RXZ but loves clssic english literatures, can play piano very well n loves music??! thats damn cool!! oh wait, my second brother also rides RXZ, why he couldnt b like abg shah??! haha! i'm grateful i hv him as my brother. schubert serenade is a story about this girl who suddenly have a brother which studied at UTP, again, UTP!! n in his second year when he was only 19 years old!!!!! he's cool!!!!! ok, wake up.. this girl, his mother remarried with shah's father. she hates him so much. really. najwa who was taking his spm also loves classic musics and she plays violin which can only be harmonized with piano (played by shah). she loves anime and manga and she will become crazy when she walks in MPH, she likes books! until the day when she was playing schubert's serenade, shah came in played the piano. she was touched by that. from that day, their relationship little by little improved. when she happened to know that she loves his brother, the thing happened.. to know the whole story, please read it urself. its nice. i can guarantee dt is so nice unlike any other love novel. btw, it is just the short story, if you want the epilogue which is the story after that story, you have to buy the book. read this out :
Ju’a dan Shah tak memberi reaksi.Sama-sama terpaku memandang skrin.Seolah kena hypnotize dengan Rhapsody In Blue yang masih berlagu.
“Abang Shah.”
“Hmm?”
“Abang Shah boleh main Rhapsody In Blue?”
“I’m not that good a pianist la.”
“Abang punya cert ABRSM* sampai berapa?”
“Sampai 4 je.Malas nak sambung.Baik main berlatih sendiri je.” Shah memandang Ju’a sekilas. “Ju’a punya violin sampai berapa?”
“6.”
Dah dekat dua minggu kat sini,banyak yang dah belajar.Belajar Add Maths,belajar kenal papa,belajar kenal Abang Shah.
“Mr.Holland Opus best!”
“Exactly!One of the best bagi abang la.Apart from Remember The Titans dengan The Pianist.”
Kebanyakan taste dan interest mereka sama.Baik dari segi movie,buku, composer,writer.Sama-sama suka Schubert’s Serenade ngan Pachebel’s Canon.Sama-sama die hard fan Dan Brown.Sama-sama collector Dr. Kay Scarpetta.Sama-sama pejuang ulung Tchaikovsky punya Nutcracker Suite ngan Handel’s Watermusic..Ju’a mengingat kembali.Kebetulan yang pelik betul baginya.But it was fun,anyway.
Tapi ada je benda yang clash.Ju’a pantang metal,aku OK je.Dia anti banana smoothies,tu aku punya favourite.Dia hantu milkshake,aku biasa aje.Dia hantu manga dengan anime,aku pantang langsung.Aku hardcore literature,dia dah pengsan even dengan Emily Dickinson punya first line.
Tengok Bond,Maksim dengan Vanessa Mae punya concert sampai 88 kali sama-sama pun tak jemu-jemu,duduk dengar Abang Shah main Canon,shopping kat MPH...
Lawan PS2,dengar Ju’a main Memory dan gelakkan dia bila third position* dia sumbang,window shopping tengok kedai instruments dengan musical sheets...
Terasa macam baru semalam je aku rasa nak campak RXZ dia masuk Sungai Kinta.
Macam baru semalam je ingatkan muka Ju’a tu permanent berkerut macam jeruk maman.
Having an abang is not half-bad.Abang Shah baik.
She’s nice.Not half-bad a sister.
“Balik lusa,kan?” Suara Shah tiba-tiba memecah sunyi.
“Hmm.” Angguk.
“Papa,mama,dengan Ucop hantar?”
Ju’a berpaling. “Abang?”
“Abang kena balik UTP la hari tu.” Shah menarikan jemari di atas armrest sofa,seolah menarikannya di atas piano. “Tapi boleh je abang ikut hantar kejap.Balik UTP petang sikit pun OK je.”
“Taper ke?”
“No hal.”
One the many reasons aku mula sayang abang aku yang sorang nie.Tak berkira langsung-langsung!
do you ever heard about the writer? hlovate, hate +love=hlovate. she is mysterious. people dont know whether she is "she" or "he" but i assume that hlovate is she because.. err.. its a long story. i will tell you later. her writing is so damn nice. really, the writing is unlike when u read it, u bored. no its not, the language used, u judge it. i always hear bout hlovate from my frineds, but, its malay novel, no way on earth i could read it. its not bcoz i dun like it, but i cant read it. everytime i read it, i saw worms playing and dancing! i never finished up my reading in malay novel, i'm easily getting bored especially when its comes to love stories. but, i really love to hear the story when people tell me. i mean, when someone reads a novel, she can tell me the whole story. i really loved to hear that. its different with english novel. hlovate's?? yes, they are different. one of my friend tell me a story about this novel, she told the whole story bout ths novel titled aa+bb. i fell in love with the story, n my friend told me that hlovate will publish a noel, story before aa+bb. can i type in bahasa?! its hard to explain! aa+bb citer psl seorg doktor yg bermusuh dgn seorg engineer rock + slumber. n novel sbelum tu "tunas" citer psl bdk2 sekolah, rsanya mrsm, psl diorg r. best siot. seyez. bkn citer cinta, tp citer psl peprangan diorg, n friendship. gler bestt!! ni la novel dia yg first ak bca. hlovate nih xtau la, tp, dia ni maybe seorg doktor because she knows all about medic! rumours ckp dia ni doktor, tp, doktor da msa ke nk btulis suma nih?? yg pentig, dia ni konfirm bdk sains sbb dia tulis tunas time spm, n tunas adlh perkara yg brlaku sekeliling dia time tuh. which means dia ni bdk mrsm or sbp. no, she knows about everything. dlm tunas, she explain about fizik, chemist, bio n bla2 yg dlm spm, smpaikn ak bca macm, "knpa x bca bnda ni time spm? at least ak boleh phm fizik!" dalam 5 tahun 5 bln, she explains about medics and sukan BMX! dlam versus, she explains about sukan skating. skate board, street geng. bila kta bca rasa mcm, wey dia ni tau suma mcm bnda ni mmg wujud, mcm hlovate niri yg mngalami bnda nih! seyez. dalam satu lagi cita, dia cita psl lukisan, ak seyez nk bca cita nih!! tp, lupa la tjuk dia.. =,='' n schubert serenade psl musics, violin, dia tau suma key dia! urghh.. n one thing i'm very sure is, dia ni study oversea. nk tau knapa? sbb cover buku "tunas" da gmbar klas, gmbar beberapa org yg amik gmbaq kt oversea (tgk outfit dpa) n gmbaq sekumpulan plajar pompuan main bola jaring kot.. not sure. sbb tu ak ckp dia ni pmpuan~. n da satu cita nih, da sorg bdk bca tunas dlm lecture hall dia, professor ke lecturer ntah, dia tegur, "eh, tu gmbar klas saya!" tgk2 dia kta hlovate nih satu skolah dgn dia. dia mmg cool. kalo tgk english dia, fuhh... slalu jgk tulis english.
tunas- cita psl heroin nih, nmyanya addin. dia nih bdk selamber dgn mp3 slalu kt telinga, n salh sorg dari DUA org budak yg pkai tudung kt sekola tu. giler. sekolah tu diorg ni first batch. n ckgu2 sekola tu suma pndg kt drjat n kekayaan bdk2 nih. so, bla nk mmprknlkan diri kt klas pn kna la gtau bpk diorg keja apa. si addin ni mnymph la, tmbh2 da sorg minah salh celup yg dok berasa dia tu diva. smpai turn dia, dia ckap, "sya tnggal dgn nenek". cool hbis. addin ni la satu2nya manusia yg berani lawn minah saleh celup tu. bla addin dgn geng2 dia yg xmemilih kwn berdsrkan drjat, diorg srg minah tu lg hbat. haha. novel nih mmg berkisarkan kisah hdup nakal time zman sekolah dulu. best!!! diorg wat mcm2! time ni la ak start pikir, algkah bestnya kalo ak msuk mrsm. haha! bongok pnya fikiran. cra dia tulis tu buat mcm kita pon da skali kt situ, time diorg wat bnda2 x msuk dek akal. tiap2 mlm , fly pegi pdg, tgk bintang. haha! best! addin n d geng mmbawa perubahan kt sekolah tuh. smpai time kwn2 laki dia mmprknalkan sorg kwn baru diorg, laki nmed kucai, addin mla berkelakuan pelik. kwn2 plik. smpai satu masa, ari birthday addin, addin dtgkap basah oleh mama leha (ckgu yg diorg xska) dgn Kucai kt bilik slh sorg kwn diorg tgh tgkp gmbar sesama.. minah saleh celup yg report, sbb dia ska kucai. n everything changed. kwn2 suma plik kt addin. knapa sampai mcm tu skali. addin n kucai dimalukan di dwan. diorg kna berucap dpndwan, betapa malunya. but, kucai pegang tgn addin, berjln berdua naik pentas.... n sila la baca.. hehe!! suka!! btw, hero dia bkn kucai, but, benz. benz dtg masa diorg tngktan5. benx, mamat rock yg rmbut pnjag, cincin tgkorak yg byk kt jari, ckp pon mcm smseng. dia ni la hero~ addin benci dia, benz?? hurmm.. wlaupon diorg slalu bergaduh, kalo korg bca, benz yg byk tolong addin. dia yg cover up bla addin black outkan the whole building sbb xnk antor homework.. so, nk tu d whole story, baca jgn x baca! kpada mnusia2 yg mmg xska bca novel melayu mcm sya, sya srankan, baca tunas.
actually, i was doing my assignment because, we have to submit it last night. serve me rite. so, off to go, kna smbng blik!! syntax n morphology, i love u. no one would love to state the comparison between japanese language and english language syntactically and morphologically like i did. damn.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
i must b crazy
here's the thing. i dun have money in my pocket dat i have to eat instant noodles for two weeks (again exaggerative). then, my frens asked me to join them going to K.L. so, i asked my second brother, begging him for money. i asked just 100, he gave 300. yeay! n yep, i went with them, promised myself not to wasting money. again, i broke that promise. seriously. and just now, i went to a book fair n u know i cannot see books!! all the books are so expensive, i mean relly expensive because they are sold in dollars. i saw this book, ryn showd me, about interesting game which is just as small as a notebook which is so small n thin, interesting book but cost RM50. de heck. imagine how much the cost for a bigger book. so, suddenly one of my fren, showed me something. n without realizing it, i bought it. n now, i'm regretting for not buying both of the series of the book. because its expensive!. again, i'm wasting my money. but, hey, i thnk it worth it. i want the other series!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously want it!!
this is the first series. its for the basic which is i need it!! but, i bought the second edition. i couldnt find english novels. darn. errmmm....tell me i'm crazy. someone must tell me that i'm crazy. yes i must be crazy. now, i have to starve this month.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
the big bang theory, the best ever
i'm watching the big bang theory, dunno, two times so far. i keep on watching it, it soo funny!! the way sheldon talks, i hate him, he's annoying n a little bit of jacob (house rules), perfectionist, but cant stop laughing each time i watch it. darn. i wish i could talk like how they talk. but, leslie winkle, that girl surely cool. she talks without facial expression! haha! n that creepy howard, yekks! haha! they r really funny!
there were times back then, when we were asked in the lecture about over generalization n we had to gve our over-bla bla(its hard to typing it!!) on things, there was this girl said hers "people with spectacle are nerd". that tym, i was so proud, haha. know why? because i think nerdy, freak or geek (of corse in term of their intelligence) is cool. really2 cool. like dr reid (love him!). plus the fact that he can read one's psychological state which i think its really really cool. people who learn psychology r cool!
there were times back then, when we were asked in the lecture about over generalization n we had to gve our over-bla bla(its hard to typing it!!) on things, there was this girl said hers "people with spectacle are nerd". that tym, i was so proud, haha. know why? because i think nerdy, freak or geek (of corse in term of their intelligence) is cool. really2 cool. like dr reid (love him!). plus the fact that he can read one's psychological state which i think its really really cool. people who learn psychology r cool!
Monday, March 21, 2011
me=kids?? no way. i know it may sound weird. but, hey, i kinda like boys when they were young. i mean very young.
when my lil brother was in stndard 4, his friends always hang out w him at my house. there was a boy, my neighbor, actually, who lives at the other side of the area which is for the rich (most of my bro's frens r rich, meaning richer than us). well yeah, his father is an engineer. i looooove to c his face. seriously, he is sooo cute!! then, i thought,. gv him times, he will b a very hot man. my bro once said to me, the boy has a big bro whose age is around me. i've him, my sis says he's handsome. very handsome n cool w his big bike. my mom said so. but, not for me. u know, i dun attrcted w him bcoz my taste of boys a lil bit diff w others. n i've seen his sister. gosh, even me, a girl, could attracted to her..! she's pretty! really... thought becoz of their gene. darn.
then, i went to matriculation. i rarely at home. nabil stopped coming to my house. i've forgotten his fce. so, when my bro was in his form1, his school held an event like open day which everyone can go there. my bro who was eager to meet his family (i think) becuse he had to live in hostel for d first time, invited us. we went there. luckily, i didnt see 'him'. because i heard that their alumni group were there. thnk god! plus d fact dat he was in charge to teach the school's nasyeed group. my bro was in that nasyeed group. n he told me 'he' was there. back to our topic! i was walking along the stall. then, i saw a boy standing there. ok. i was mesmerized (exaggerative) by his face n of course the body. i can c the toughness. he is tall, taller than my bro. doesnt look like one of d immature boys. looking seriously handsome. n i thought he was in form 4 or 5. so cute though!! so, i asked my bro,"who's dat good looking boy?" my bro said "u r insane or wat? he's nabil!" i go, "wow" speechless. yes.
so, wat i want to talk is, about this boy. have u ever watched a korean movie " baby n i"?? the one with jang geun suk played?? about a high school boy who happened to know dat he has a child? that child, moon mason, now is 8 years old. n i bet he also will be a very handsome guy. i mean really really handsome man. check these pics out.
cute!
when my lil brother was in stndard 4, his friends always hang out w him at my house. there was a boy, my neighbor, actually, who lives at the other side of the area which is for the rich (most of my bro's frens r rich, meaning richer than us). well yeah, his father is an engineer. i looooove to c his face. seriously, he is sooo cute!! then, i thought,. gv him times, he will b a very hot man. my bro once said to me, the boy has a big bro whose age is around me. i've him, my sis says he's handsome. very handsome n cool w his big bike. my mom said so. but, not for me. u know, i dun attrcted w him bcoz my taste of boys a lil bit diff w others. n i've seen his sister. gosh, even me, a girl, could attracted to her..! she's pretty! really... thought becoz of their gene. darn.
then, i went to matriculation. i rarely at home. nabil stopped coming to my house. i've forgotten his fce. so, when my bro was in his form1, his school held an event like open day which everyone can go there. my bro who was eager to meet his family (i think) becuse he had to live in hostel for d first time, invited us. we went there. luckily, i didnt see 'him'. because i heard that their alumni group were there. thnk god! plus d fact dat he was in charge to teach the school's nasyeed group. my bro was in that nasyeed group. n he told me 'he' was there. back to our topic! i was walking along the stall. then, i saw a boy standing there. ok. i was mesmerized (exaggerative) by his face n of course the body. i can c the toughness. he is tall, taller than my bro. doesnt look like one of d immature boys. looking seriously handsome. n i thought he was in form 4 or 5. so cute though!! so, i asked my bro,"who's dat good looking boy?" my bro said "u r insane or wat? he's nabil!" i go, "wow" speechless. yes.
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| with his parent not including the glass one there are pictures of eight years old moon mason. he's cute though! check in this link www.88news.net/.../famous-insanely-cute-mason-moon-has-a-brother-congrats/ |
Sunday, March 13, 2011
what is so good about being a teslian???
this tym, i will write in bahasa.
aper yg bgus sgt dgn teslian?? bgus sgt ker smpai nk blagak mcm native speaker?? kalau ckp mcm native speaker tuh, ok, fine, u got it. great, tp kalo mcm attitude pon nk wat mcm western wat the heck?? ok, korg mrh org lain pndg pelik n x nk kwn dgn korg sbb korg ni TESL. nk tau sbb apa?? sbb perangai ni r. ubah la dude, rmai lg yg TAHU CKP ENGLISH laa... even, bdak 5thn pon lg terer r der.. tolong r.. bkn nk kta speaking ni x bgus, seyezly bgus. sbb boleh improve english. mcm ak ni, yg x penah tere ckp english. fine. kalo tgk dr sudut tu mmg r bgus. ak x kta slh kalo nk speaking english,. mmg bgus ckp english. seyezly i tell u. but, wat d hell with TESLIAN????!! korg phm x?? org x ska kt korg sbb title "TESLIAN" n perangai mcm tuh. der, kwn2 ak yg BKN TESLIAN pon leh speaking r... apa yg nk dbggakan sgt dgn jd TESLIAN?? Teslian je pon yg nk belagak mcm amik sesuatu yg sgt bgus tuh wat per?? kalo korg ckp korg dpt tesl sbb terer english, tu je kelebihan korg. kalo org yg amik medik, tau psl medicine, biology, sc, fizik, math, EVEN ENGLISH, xkta paper pon.. apa yg korg tau?? just english!! semua org boleh ckp english r... jgn wat malu leh x?? u r nothing compare to other people. yg nk belagak x tntu hala tu pehal? sedar r ckit. ak lg respek kt org amik bahasa arab sbb diorg tahu satu bhasa asing yg bkn sume org tahu. tesl?? sume org tahu english, so, wats d different dgn org lain yg nk dibanggakan sgt tuh??
"sebagai bdk tesl la, i nk tegur ckit psl kad nma tuh.. bla bla"
knapa nk gna, "sebagai bdk tesl"???????!! n xdk kaitan pon dgn mnjadi seorg bdk tesl..??! haa.. tu la mslahnya.. korg mrh bla bdk2 len ckp "belagak btol la bdk tesl" bla korg ckp english. sbb korg belagak nk mmpus wat mcm korg tuh great gla, jln pon x nmpk org, kan?? ak xphm btol la. ap yg bguih sgt jd bdk tesl. kalo bdk medik ka, hapa ka, ak leh terima,. but, hello, it just tesl. no big deal!
tesln group fb (please use english only)
wat d bloody hell with dat?? please use english?? hello!! poyo nk mati! kalo gna satu pekataan melayu, korg bls "use english please" gla poyo..!! mcm slama ni korg x gna lgsg bahsa melayu. hey please r.. pulun gla...
when the first teslian meeting, ak kna tegur dgn seorg pnsyarah ni time tgh ckp melayu dgn kwn. dpn sume org dia ckp, "u'r speaking in malay?? shame on you!! i cant believe it"
haha... lwk gler.. shme on you?? so, dia x penah ckp malay la? dia x tahu ckp melayu? fine. then, bru2 ni ak ternmpk dia kt satu kdai mkn dgn kwn dia, she speaks malay. owh... ingtkan xtahu nk ckp maleyu... rs mcm nk blas ja kt dia "u speak malay?? shame on you!!!" gila r.. seyez gla. even, NK, aka my lovely (haha) lecturer yg mmg mcm xberapa nk qeti ckp melayu (sbb bla dia ckp melayu, bunyi mcm pelik. mcm org putih ckp), NK pon ckp melayu! siap ckp kt lecturer len gna bhasa MELAYU la.. hello, pulun gla. kalo nk tegur pon, tgur r cra leklok, bg bdk2 rsa nk ckp english, ni tgur mcm tahik lg.n sorg lg, xtau la sma da org yg sma or x, tp dia penah tgur sorg bdk tesl, dia ckp "kalo awk nk ckp melayu, awk pegi ke dean office, tukar kos awk ke bhasa melayu " wat da.... mcm diorg x penah ckp melayu! even senior ktorg pon x ckp english all the time, but still hbat.. diorg pon xska ckp english!
"awk nk interview sy, knapa sy plak yg nk kna pegi kt awk??" "syer pnat la. rmai yg dh intrview syer. awk crik org lain la"
yep, itu la attitude bdk tesl. mcm mn nk ubah fikiran org lain trhdp bdk2 tesl kalo attitude pon wat org nymph...
sbagai seorg bdk tesl (major tamil,hhehe) sya malu. ther's nothing to b proud being a teslian. seriously, there is nothing.
aper yg bgus sgt dgn teslian?? bgus sgt ker smpai nk blagak mcm native speaker?? kalau ckp mcm native speaker tuh, ok, fine, u got it. great, tp kalo mcm attitude pon nk wat mcm western wat the heck?? ok, korg mrh org lain pndg pelik n x nk kwn dgn korg sbb korg ni TESL. nk tau sbb apa?? sbb perangai ni r. ubah la dude, rmai lg yg TAHU CKP ENGLISH laa... even, bdak 5thn pon lg terer r der.. tolong r.. bkn nk kta speaking ni x bgus, seyezly bgus. sbb boleh improve english. mcm ak ni, yg x penah tere ckp english. fine. kalo tgk dr sudut tu mmg r bgus. ak x kta slh kalo nk speaking english,. mmg bgus ckp english. seyezly i tell u. but, wat d hell with TESLIAN????!! korg phm x?? org x ska kt korg sbb title "TESLIAN" n perangai mcm tuh. der, kwn2 ak yg BKN TESLIAN pon leh speaking r... apa yg nk dbggakan sgt dgn jd TESLIAN?? Teslian je pon yg nk belagak mcm amik sesuatu yg sgt bgus tuh wat per?? kalo korg ckp korg dpt tesl sbb terer english, tu je kelebihan korg. kalo org yg amik medik, tau psl medicine, biology, sc, fizik, math, EVEN ENGLISH, xkta paper pon.. apa yg korg tau?? just english!! semua org boleh ckp english r... jgn wat malu leh x?? u r nothing compare to other people. yg nk belagak x tntu hala tu pehal? sedar r ckit. ak lg respek kt org amik bahasa arab sbb diorg tahu satu bhasa asing yg bkn sume org tahu. tesl?? sume org tahu english, so, wats d different dgn org lain yg nk dibanggakan sgt tuh??
"sebagai bdk tesl la, i nk tegur ckit psl kad nma tuh.. bla bla"
knapa nk gna, "sebagai bdk tesl"???????!! n xdk kaitan pon dgn mnjadi seorg bdk tesl..??! haa.. tu la mslahnya.. korg mrh bla bdk2 len ckp "belagak btol la bdk tesl" bla korg ckp english. sbb korg belagak nk mmpus wat mcm korg tuh great gla, jln pon x nmpk org, kan?? ak xphm btol la. ap yg bguih sgt jd bdk tesl. kalo bdk medik ka, hapa ka, ak leh terima,. but, hello, it just tesl. no big deal!
tesln group fb (please use english only)
wat d bloody hell with dat?? please use english?? hello!! poyo nk mati! kalo gna satu pekataan melayu, korg bls "use english please" gla poyo..!! mcm slama ni korg x gna lgsg bahsa melayu. hey please r.. pulun gla...
when the first teslian meeting, ak kna tegur dgn seorg pnsyarah ni time tgh ckp melayu dgn kwn. dpn sume org dia ckp, "u'r speaking in malay?? shame on you!! i cant believe it"
haha... lwk gler.. shme on you?? so, dia x penah ckp malay la? dia x tahu ckp melayu? fine. then, bru2 ni ak ternmpk dia kt satu kdai mkn dgn kwn dia, she speaks malay. owh... ingtkan xtahu nk ckp maleyu... rs mcm nk blas ja kt dia "u speak malay?? shame on you!!!" gila r.. seyez gla. even, NK, aka my lovely (haha) lecturer yg mmg mcm xberapa nk qeti ckp melayu (sbb bla dia ckp melayu, bunyi mcm pelik. mcm org putih ckp), NK pon ckp melayu! siap ckp kt lecturer len gna bhasa MELAYU la.. hello, pulun gla. kalo nk tegur pon, tgur r cra leklok, bg bdk2 rsa nk ckp english, ni tgur mcm tahik lg.n sorg lg, xtau la sma da org yg sma or x, tp dia penah tgur sorg bdk tesl, dia ckp "kalo awk nk ckp melayu, awk pegi ke dean office, tukar kos awk ke bhasa melayu " wat da.... mcm diorg x penah ckp melayu! even senior ktorg pon x ckp english all the time, but still hbat.. diorg pon xska ckp english!
"awk nk interview sy, knapa sy plak yg nk kna pegi kt awk??" "syer pnat la. rmai yg dh intrview syer. awk crik org lain la"
yep, itu la attitude bdk tesl. mcm mn nk ubah fikiran org lain trhdp bdk2 tesl kalo attitude pon wat org nymph...
sbagai seorg bdk tesl (major tamil,hhehe) sya malu. ther's nothing to b proud being a teslian. seriously, there is nothing.
Monday, March 7, 2011
do you remember??
sometimes, people around me, the surrounding, assignments, give me pressure. i may look okay on the outside, but deep in my heart i'm crying. i'm laughing as loud as i can. i'm trying hard to hide my true feeling. but, when there's nobody, i cried and cried and cried. i smile as wide as i can, but inside i'm tired to put a plastic on my face. i'm the person who dun ever think of a damn small thing. i'm not the person who will think deeply about something. there are things that u cannot run from it, wherever u ran, it will come back to the probs. and u cannot but to face them. but, once i keep thinking about them, its hard. sometimes when i cannot bear it anymore, i will tell you. but, there's something that i cant tell anyone even you. there were times when, i look out my window, i keep thinking, i cannot bear it anymore.. questions played in my mind, why this happend to me? why me? why n why n why..
thank god, i come to my sense. i recite Holy Quran. i calmed down. then, all my memories came back. memories with you.
do you remember when we first met? it was when we were in stndard 4. they humiliated me, but i didnt know because i was so busy talking with you.
when we were in form2, you sat beside me. we were really close at that time. we were always hang out together, we used to cycle to school together, i bought a new bike just to went and cycle home with you. i really hate stayed in my mkngah's house. but, i didnt care, if it gives me chance spend my time with you. before i bought the new bike, you were always carry me in the back. i asked you "if you are tired, then its okay if i walk". you will always said no as your answer. but, i tried to carry you in the back one day, but it was really tiring. do you remember the time??
we used to go to your granpa's house. that is the first time i climbed the tree. it was so fun!
at that time, i was always shouted at you, mad at you and sulky to you. but, you never raise your voice in front of me. you were always silent if i got angry with you. even it was my fault. do you remember?
then, you were always and still said to me "forgive me" or "i was wrong" even you never said 'i'm sorry". do you remember??
there were times when our class had a spot-check and i was caught red-handed bringing illegal things. comics. haha. then, you were confidently said, it was yours. i might not showed it to you, but, u know what, i was very touched. thank you. do you remember??
do you remember when we had to attend the 'Tamrin' thing, we were separated by groups. i dont know why, but, i cried so hard. do u know why? because i dont want to be separated with you. its funny when i think it back. it just 'tamrin'. but then, it shows how i wanted to be with you.
do you remember when we were in form3? we were in different classes. u dunno. but, truthfully, i cried in home, thinking hardly. i dun want to be separated with you. its hard just to think it. i thought we would be different. you would change. it was different. even though we were in different class, we still close like before.
do you remember when we skipped our tuition classes and went to town. we skipped class and all the events in school because we dun like it. we break the rules. we hated prefects. we jumped over the fence. ran away from teachers. haha.
do you remember? when we got our result, you got a flying colour, but me? i was a little bit angry with you, not becouse i'm jealous but i was afraid, we wouldnt be in the same class as i imagined. as i wish.
do you remember, when we got the same matriculation? i was so excited and grateful i was with u there. i might not show u. then, when the time ranko went to egypt. i was so depressed in a week. i coudnt think rite. i was sulking at you. but then, u came into my room n say "i'm sorry". u gave me choki2, my favorite, and ran away. u might be embarrassed. i smiled back then. u never say 'sorry' before.
do you remember when we checked our upu result?? i was so upset i couldnt be with u, again. once again, i was thinking harder than before,. i couldnt live without you, u gonna wake me up? who gonna kill the cockroaches? who gonna tke care of me when i got sick? who gonna do silly things with me? who gonna lecture me for not eating veggies? who gonna beat me up?? who gonna make me smile again? i was thinking that. what if u have changed? who will teach you bio? who will listen to ur stories? who will make u calm whenever u sad?? everything ws on my mind. when u asked me whether i'm going to choose to go with u or not. my heart says 'yes, i want to be with you!!!" but, my mind say, do wat ur parents say. \
once again, i was crying all the time, i dun want to be separated with you. i told fizah, crying hard, but she said. its okay, i have to endure it. i've chosen wat i chose.
do you remember when we were dating outside in star parade? u bought me a chocolate dipped grape, it was very nice. sweet thing to remember.
then, i'm thinking,. even if i die, there would be someone who cares for me. i wont make her worry. i'm sorry, i've been thinking that way.
there were many other things that you did for me, we did together. but, this page is too small for me to write it down.
saranghae. thats all i could say for what you've done.
thank god, i come to my sense. i recite Holy Quran. i calmed down. then, all my memories came back. memories with you.
do you remember when we first met? it was when we were in stndard 4. they humiliated me, but i didnt know because i was so busy talking with you.
when we were in form2, you sat beside me. we were really close at that time. we were always hang out together, we used to cycle to school together, i bought a new bike just to went and cycle home with you. i really hate stayed in my mkngah's house. but, i didnt care, if it gives me chance spend my time with you. before i bought the new bike, you were always carry me in the back. i asked you "if you are tired, then its okay if i walk". you will always said no as your answer. but, i tried to carry you in the back one day, but it was really tiring. do you remember the time??
we used to go to your granpa's house. that is the first time i climbed the tree. it was so fun!
at that time, i was always shouted at you, mad at you and sulky to you. but, you never raise your voice in front of me. you were always silent if i got angry with you. even it was my fault. do you remember?
then, you were always and still said to me "forgive me" or "i was wrong" even you never said 'i'm sorry". do you remember??
there were times when our class had a spot-check and i was caught red-handed bringing illegal things. comics. haha. then, you were confidently said, it was yours. i might not showed it to you, but, u know what, i was very touched. thank you. do you remember??
do you remember when we had to attend the 'Tamrin' thing, we were separated by groups. i dont know why, but, i cried so hard. do u know why? because i dont want to be separated with you. its funny when i think it back. it just 'tamrin'. but then, it shows how i wanted to be with you.
do you remember when we were in form3? we were in different classes. u dunno. but, truthfully, i cried in home, thinking hardly. i dun want to be separated with you. its hard just to think it. i thought we would be different. you would change. it was different. even though we were in different class, we still close like before.
do you remember when we skipped our tuition classes and went to town. we skipped class and all the events in school because we dun like it. we break the rules. we hated prefects. we jumped over the fence. ran away from teachers. haha.
do you remember? when we got our result, you got a flying colour, but me? i was a little bit angry with you, not becouse i'm jealous but i was afraid, we wouldnt be in the same class as i imagined. as i wish.
do you remember, when we got the same matriculation? i was so excited and grateful i was with u there. i might not show u. then, when the time ranko went to egypt. i was so depressed in a week. i coudnt think rite. i was sulking at you. but then, u came into my room n say "i'm sorry". u gave me choki2, my favorite, and ran away. u might be embarrassed. i smiled back then. u never say 'sorry' before.
do you remember when we checked our upu result?? i was so upset i couldnt be with u, again. once again, i was thinking harder than before,. i couldnt live without you, u gonna wake me up? who gonna kill the cockroaches? who gonna tke care of me when i got sick? who gonna do silly things with me? who gonna lecture me for not eating veggies? who gonna beat me up?? who gonna make me smile again? i was thinking that. what if u have changed? who will teach you bio? who will listen to ur stories? who will make u calm whenever u sad?? everything ws on my mind. when u asked me whether i'm going to choose to go with u or not. my heart says 'yes, i want to be with you!!!" but, my mind say, do wat ur parents say. \
once again, i was crying all the time, i dun want to be separated with you. i told fizah, crying hard, but she said. its okay, i have to endure it. i've chosen wat i chose.
do you remember when we were dating outside in star parade? u bought me a chocolate dipped grape, it was very nice. sweet thing to remember.
then, i'm thinking,. even if i die, there would be someone who cares for me. i wont make her worry. i'm sorry, i've been thinking that way.
there were many other things that you did for me, we did together. but, this page is too small for me to write it down.
saranghae. thats all i could say for what you've done.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
is it wrong???
okay this was happened very soon about 30 minutes ago when i'm typing this. its 23rd february. the exact date when kim kibum and alexander officially stated that they are not u-kiss' member anymore.. huhuh....i'm not too fond of them actually because u know who actually has captured my heart.. (hihi) but still, i'm starting to love u-kiss. they are the only kpop group who have the international fans because they can communicate well with fans especially in english. as u can see in twitter. (i can communicate with them on twitter) so, this day is actually havoc and messed up in twitter! kim kibum and alexander are in the trending list. (its still in trending list at the moment i'm typing this). i was so upset with this news. so, to make story short, i posted something on my fb showing my depressed feeling.
i wrote " GO TO HELL with assignmnts, movies bla bla bla"
someone i've known very well replied something. she said " everything will go well. berkatalah yg baik. mesti suma akn nmpk mudah". she doesnt know what i'm talkin about. most people dont know because they might think its about my assgnments. this is the secret. hihi. then, i didnt understand what she's saying. i just thought it just an ordinary comment. then 2 minutes later, i saw this on her wall.
pktaan yg kluar dr mulut kta mrupakn crminan hati dan pribadi kta...bkn bgitu kwan2??
mlut yg sllu mnzhirkn kbrukn, dtgnya dr hati yg xdjga..
"Hati itu adalah tempat rahsia dan bibir itu kuncinya sementara lidah adalah anak kuncinya. Oleh itu hendaklah setiap orang menjaga anak kunci rahsianya".
~psnan utk shbat dn jg dri sniri jgak..jom brubah(^0^)
she said to me actually. because of my fb status. i dun understand. i didnt say anything that mkes people want to beat me up. i dun understand. i didnt even say FUCK, ASSHOLE, DAMN, DARN or SHIT..! what is so wrong about it? if we translate it, like "g mmpus la" it just the ordinary speech i talk. it just the same! n she says it as well! people always think bad if we say that. but, in the actual world they said it. even worse. but, the truth is, what is she saying is totally true. i admitt it. but, not all people who has bad mouth is actually has the rotten heart. beware with ur words.
i wrote " GO TO HELL with assignmnts, movies bla bla bla"
someone i've known very well replied something. she said " everything will go well. berkatalah yg baik. mesti suma akn nmpk mudah". she doesnt know what i'm talkin about. most people dont know because they might think its about my assgnments. this is the secret. hihi. then, i didnt understand what she's saying. i just thought it just an ordinary comment. then 2 minutes later, i saw this on her wall.
pktaan yg kluar dr mulut kta mrupakn crminan hati dan pribadi kta...bkn bgitu kwan2??
mlut yg sllu mnzhirkn kbrukn, dtgnya dr hati yg xdjga..
"Hati itu adalah tempat rahsia dan bibir itu kuncinya sementara lidah adalah anak kuncinya. Oleh itu hendaklah setiap orang menjaga anak kunci rahsianya".
~psnan utk shbat dn jg dri sniri jgak..jom brubah(^0^)
she said to me actually. because of my fb status. i dun understand. i didnt say anything that mkes people want to beat me up. i dun understand. i didnt even say FUCK, ASSHOLE, DAMN, DARN or SHIT..! what is so wrong about it? if we translate it, like "g mmpus la" it just the ordinary speech i talk. it just the same! n she says it as well! people always think bad if we say that. but, in the actual world they said it. even worse. but, the truth is, what is she saying is totally true. i admitt it. but, not all people who has bad mouth is actually has the rotten heart. beware with ur words.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
are u a good weather friend??
there r 2 types of friends in my life. the one that u used to laugh together but never cried with u. they r called good weather friends. they nice to you only when you r needed. frens when after a long time no c, u will feel awkward when u coincidently meet them. and u dun know what topic should you talk other than how r you? frens, when u always pray, "dun make me bump into them". and when it goes, u smile at them, but, they would say " did i meet u somewhere before?".. they dun ever remember wat ur nme is. frens when they nice to you, but whenever u saw her/him ouside with other frens, she/he would pretend that she/he doesnt know you. n when u smile at her/him, their frens ask"who's dat gal?" they would rather say "someone i've known somewhere" or worse, " dunno". yeah.. there are people like this somewhere outside this world. maybe they ashamed to have a fren like me. i dont really know.
the other kind of friend is frens who would do whatever it takes just for you. frens who always beside u, support u whatver u do, never embarrass to hve a fren like u, proudly admit that u were his/her fren. stay beside whenever u r messed up. solve ur problem together.. laugh at the stupid stuff together, do embarrassing things together.. frens when u dun c for a long time, u r so eager to meet them. u always miss them. n u never get boring when u meet up every semester break, everytime u get home. frens whom u never feel awkward when u dun c for a long time. frens that u always have stories to share with. u never get bored chatting and meeting them. each time, there will always a new story u want to tell them. frens whom u want to travel with. frens whom u want to tell u hate someone. frens whom u will tell ur secrets. frens whom u always wish she would be ur boyfren. people said, u will find n c who is ur real frens when u travel with them. i have frens like this. and i always love them.
the other kind of friend is frens who would do whatever it takes just for you. frens who always beside u, support u whatver u do, never embarrass to hve a fren like u, proudly admit that u were his/her fren. stay beside whenever u r messed up. solve ur problem together.. laugh at the stupid stuff together, do embarrassing things together.. frens when u dun c for a long time, u r so eager to meet them. u always miss them. n u never get boring when u meet up every semester break, everytime u get home. frens whom u never feel awkward when u dun c for a long time. frens that u always have stories to share with. u never get bored chatting and meeting them. each time, there will always a new story u want to tell them. frens whom u want to travel with. frens whom u want to tell u hate someone. frens whom u will tell ur secrets. frens whom u always wish she would be ur boyfren. people said, u will find n c who is ur real frens when u travel with them. i have frens like this. and i always love them.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
kizuna
What are you doing now?
Are you watching it, too?
The sunset that dyes the sky orange
And changes into the dawn
I won't forget the nights we cried together
And nights we laughed til dawn at stupid stuff
They're the treasure that gives me strength now
Though we're apart, I can feel your tenderness
So wherever I am, I'm not alone
No matter what happens, I won't break down
Like that island where the sky and sea overlapped
Even when we're apart, we're a mixture of the same colors
Look, the bond draws us closer
What you know and what you don't know
Stopping and moving forward and falling behind
There are times you fall on your own and times you fall together
Thunk, thonk, still spreading out
Thunk, thonk, falling again
On sleepless nights when you softly put your hand on your chest
We can see each other in a dream, I can hear the lullaby
The bond pushes me forward
Lalala...
Look, the bond draws us closer
My friend's voice echoed in my heart, if your vision's blurred, you can't see the road
Now get up! Look up, see, it's the same sky, you're never alone
You don't have to take on everything, okay? Everyone's here, now just believe in the bond
This alone won't crumble, it won't disappear, now, let's go!
One step, one step, just keep going, one step, one step, march in time
If you feel like you're gonna trip, just grab a hand and say wo! Wo! Everyone sing
One step, one step, just keep going, one step, one step, march in time
If you feel like you're gonna trip, just grab a hand and say wo! Wo! Everyone sing
What are you doing now? Are you watching it, too?
The rain stops and an arch forms across the sky, a rainbow connecting you and me
kizuna a.k.a bond by orange range
she may be can live without me. but, i cant live without her..
Are you watching it, too?
The sunset that dyes the sky orange
And changes into the dawn
I won't forget the nights we cried together
And nights we laughed til dawn at stupid stuff
They're the treasure that gives me strength now
Though we're apart, I can feel your tenderness
So wherever I am, I'm not alone
No matter what happens, I won't break down
Like that island where the sky and sea overlapped
Even when we're apart, we're a mixture of the same colors
Look, the bond draws us closer
What you know and what you don't know
Stopping and moving forward and falling behind
There are times you fall on your own and times you fall together
Thunk, thonk, still spreading out
Thunk, thonk, falling again
On sleepless nights when you softly put your hand on your chest
We can see each other in a dream, I can hear the lullaby
The bond pushes me forward
Lalala...
Look, the bond draws us closer
My friend's voice echoed in my heart, if your vision's blurred, you can't see the road
Now get up! Look up, see, it's the same sky, you're never alone
You don't have to take on everything, okay? Everyone's here, now just believe in the bond
This alone won't crumble, it won't disappear, now, let's go!
One step, one step, just keep going, one step, one step, march in time
If you feel like you're gonna trip, just grab a hand and say wo! Wo! Everyone sing
One step, one step, just keep going, one step, one step, march in time
If you feel like you're gonna trip, just grab a hand and say wo! Wo! Everyone sing
What are you doing now? Are you watching it, too?
The rain stops and an arch forms across the sky, a rainbow connecting you and me
kizuna a.k.a bond by orange range
she may be can live without me. but, i cant live without her..
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