weird things

there are many weird things that happens to people, isnt it?? like deja vu or ur dream happened in the real life.. i've no exception.. there two things that happens to me. and it still happens. first, my dream. there are many time like this. for example, recently, a day before my brother's wedding ceremony, i dreamed about fried fish spill out from the food tray.. but i couldnt remember clearly about the fried fish. i just could imagine about how the food looks like, besides, i couldnt really tell my mom that the food is actually fried fish because if it wasnt correct i would be blamed for. so, i just quite. n told my mom that i've dreamed about some food spilled from the food tray. then, this happen. there were some problem regarding the fried fish on the day. seriously, there were.. so, my dream was right. or when i was about to take my pmr result. the day before, i dreamed about i got the same result as my fren. the next day, i told her, she wouldnt believe me if i told her the exact result i dreamed. guess wat, it was freakingly true. the second weird thing happens to me is. if i say"dont do that" and people wont give a damn to me, they ignore, bad things will happen. belive me. this happens so many tyms i couldnt remember exactly. say, i told my mom, dat it was waste wearing the same dress on the wedding day,. waste tym n mpney, she wouldnt listen to me. then, this is wat happened, ist over-expenses.. n that i told her, 1000 bunga telur is too many, people wont come. now, she regret it. n when i went out vacation with lena, on our last day at kmkn, i said, lets just go back. they wouldnt listen, then their car's tyre had a problems. dat is why i said just go back,. they wouldt listen to me, this is wat will happen. so, beware with my words.

anger

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn!!!

today

hve been called 'mulut longkang' by abgngah.. hurmm... kinda hurt.. but, its ok, i wont think much about it. full stop.

my new obsession: sophie kinsella

Samantha Sweeting, the 29-year-old heroine of Kinsella's latest confection (after Shopaholic Sister), is on the verge of partnership at the prestigious London law firm Carter Spink—the Holy Grail of her entire workaholic life. But when she finds she has made a terrible, costly mistake just before the partnership decision, she's terrified of being fired. In a fog, she stumbles out of the building and onto the nearest train, which drops her in the countryside, where she wanders to a stately home. The nouveau riche lady of the house mistakes her for the new housekeeper—and Samantha is too astonished to correct her. Numb and unable to face returning to London, Samantha tries to master the finer points of laundry, cooking and cleaning. She discovers that the slow life, her pompous but good-hearted employers and the attentions of the handsome gardener, Nathaniel, suit her just fine. But her past is hard to escape, and when she discovers a terrible secret about her firm—and when the media learns that the former legal star is scrubbing toilets for a living—her life becomes more complicated than ever. If readers can swallow the implausible scenario, then Kinsella's genuine charm and sweet wit may continue to win her fans. (July) 
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this book was introduce by my roomate.. fi

once again

forthe countless time, i've fallen for you.... p.r.i.n.c.e.s.s

watashitachi no monogatari...

one sweet, crowded and hot morning somewhere in Kuala Nerang...

F: where the hell are you? we've been waiting for you, say... about 2 hours.??
S: is it? owh.. i'm sorry.. we were lost.. its obviously rural area.. who can find such this place??.  anyway, let's    go there.. did you see anyone else yet??
F: nope. but i heard that cik siti also got the offer..
S: what?? gosh.. this will be a long sem for us.. by the way, i saw R just now
F: really? we should see her later. but, let's register first. i wanna be with you..
S: me too.. i dont want to be separated with you...

3 hours later...

S: it's lame we can't be in  the same room... but, positive, she's just a door next to me..
A: assalamualaikum... am i disturbing you?? so, i see.. you are my new roommate.. nice to meet you, i'm A..
S: hope we will get along together till the end.. nice to meet you to, i'm S..


after a while...

S: so, this is your room?
F: quite big, compared to our room.. it's not fair.!
R: we have to share with three people per room. it can't be helped, we need a bigger space anyway..
S: how's your roommates?? 
R: hope they are okay.. you know what, when i saw both of you, i felt really happy and relieved.. i thought i was going to be alone. i was very scared to death.. i didn't think i can bring this things well enough, you know, coming to this Kolej MARA. plus the facts that B and W rejected their offer and went to IIUM. i really thought that i was alone.. i was nearly cried just thinking of this matter..
F: what are you talking about? we're here, with you, isn't it?? so, take it easy.. dont think too much..
S: yeahh, we will stick together with you, okay?? no matter what will happen..! the three of us will create a good memory here!!


so, this is the beginning of our story..

tired to be a kind-hearted person

why would i become a kindhearted person??
why been fooled many times when they betrayed you each time??
why be nice to people when people laugh at you?
why become generous when there's no one appreciates it??
why become humble when there's nobody notice that?
why always smiles when it's so hard to get a smile back??
why become a kind person when you're the one people would blamed for??
why help them when they stab you in the back??
why been sincere when they misunderstand you??
why say thank you when they do not care about you at all???
why work so hard when you are not invisible at all??
why been supportive when your own sister don't speak a word to you??
i want to fly,
fly up high, dun want to think about anything,
cheerfully, freely,..
if only i had doraemon...
should i be killed??
'thank you', arigatou', kamsahamnida, terima kaseh,
why it is so hard to hear the word?? is it so hard to pronounce it??
what would happen if i dont exist??
would their life becomes better??

things dat i really eager to find out..

the thing dat i really wanna know is this things.. we often see that people always talking to the phone..

i like and love to watch korean and japanese movies about the high school, things that goes around the school.. and of course because there is no such kind of movie in English, english seldom make these kind of movie.. and wat i always found out in the movies i watched was the kids always talking to the phone, calling their frens thru their phone..?? i wonder, even me as a student cant afford the credit card for calling a person!! wat the hell are they doing?? where they get the money?? maybe i sound ridiculous.. haha.. some of you may said, hey its juz a MOVIE, hello! yeah, i know that, but its not logic for them especially students that play the role as poor kid.. i knoe i shouldnt make this thing bigger than it really was.. haha..

neway, i'm really curious to know,

whether they use credit or bill,..

and how they gonna pay for that..

hurmm..

maybe i should wait till i go there,,...

korea n japan.. wait for me!!

18 october 2010

its a signature, obviously..

a single signature, can reveal a person's true colour,

their true self,

who is our real frens,

and our good weather frens,

who are the people beside us when we are needed,

this particular day, i've learnt all this things..

now, i'm afraid of trusting people..

if i become a quite person after this, i'll blame you..

its all ur fault,

if i become afraid to trust people, it's all ur fault..

frens, wat are they, huh?

positively, 

this incident also had opened my eyes,

and that i know,

i have a lot of true frens that always support me behind my back,

trust me, and give me their strength,

and i;m always grateful to have them, 

guys thnx vry much,

to all my beloved frens outsides there that always in my heart,

my beloved housemte n rumate that also gone thru this things wif me,. 

all i know is i luv u guys so damn much.

(^_________^) 

the most like part in furuba a.k.a fruit basket

"i will always cherish all my memories to the end even if they are sad memories that hurt me so deeply"
"even if it's do sad that i wish i could forget about them forever"
"if i can bear with them and not run away from them"
"then someday it will make me stronger person"
"i want to believe that,"
"no memories should be ever forgotten forever"
-sadness furuba ep15..
its a story about one boy who had been forgotten by his own biological mother. under certain circumstances, he have to keep it secret.. only he n his father know the truth.. he cant even talk to his mother, he have to pretend that he is someone else's child.. he just watching his mother in the far..(i knw my sentences is ungrammatical). he always doin that, while imagining that he is beside her..
what are the other things that more hurt than being forgotten by mother that doent want to accept her own child???? n when he ia forbidden to get close to her?? the boy is momiji sohma.. the juunishi of the rabbit..

heartbroken???

i'm not that kind of person who talks about love.. for me, love btween 2 different gender is just a rubbish.. unless, if they are already married. i believe there's love, but i never know wat love is actually. i never falln in love b4. truth b told, i had a crush on sumbody, but idon think its love. coz i juz like to c his face. it looks like a gal face, i always imagine that he wears a skirt.. hehe.. that's why i dun think that's love.. but recently, there's sumone dat attract me. i'm not surely dat i attracted to him.. i don have any feeling to him actually.. i thought he treated me specially juz bcoz there's one thng dat we can shre about. but, yesterday, i just happen to know, he has someone else... i thought that i wouldnt feel anything. but, deep in my heart, sumthing grow.. i really dun know wat is that,.. is it wat they called heartbroken?? i relly dun know.. i didnt spill even a drop of tears.. is that wat we called love?? i dun think so! cuz i juz treat him like a brother.. i dun really care about with whom he's dating out or anything.. but then, why i'm feeling sumthing?? i really confuse rite now..

hey, i'm new here..

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