Wednesday, February 23, 2011

is it wrong???

okay this was happened very soon about 30 minutes ago when i'm typing this. its 23rd february. the exact date when kim kibum and alexander officially stated that they are not u-kiss' member anymore.. huhuh....i'm not too fond of them actually because u know who actually has captured my heart.. (hihi) but still, i'm starting to love u-kiss.  they are the only kpop group who have the international fans because they can communicate well with fans especially in english. as u can see in twitter. (i can communicate with them on twitter) so, this day is actually havoc and messed up in twitter! kim kibum and alexander are in the trending list. (its still in trending list at the moment i'm typing this). i was so upset with this news. so, to make story short, i posted something on my fb showing my depressed feeling.


i wrote " GO TO HELL with assignmnts, movies bla bla bla"


someone i've known very well replied something. she said " everything will go well. berkatalah yg baik. mesti suma akn nmpk mudah". she doesnt know what i'm talkin about. most people dont know because they might think its about my assgnments. this is the secret. hihi. then, i didnt understand what she's saying. i just thought it just an ordinary comment. then 2 minutes later, i saw this on her wall.


pktaan yg kluar dr mulut kta mrupakn crminan hati dan pribadi kta...bkn bgitu kwan2??
mlut yg sllu mnzhirkn kbrukn, dtgnya dr hati yg xdjga..
"Hati itu adalah tempat rahsia dan bibir itu kuncinya sementara lidah adalah anak kuncinya. Oleh itu hendaklah setiap orang menjaga anak kunci rahsianya". 
~psnan utk shbat dn jg dri sniri jgak..jom brubah(^0^)



she said to me actually. because of my fb status. i dun understand. i didnt say anything that mkes people want to beat me up. i dun understand. i didnt even say FUCK, ASSHOLE, DAMN, DARN or SHIT..! what is so wrong about it? if we translate it, like "g mmpus la" it just the ordinary speech i talk. it just the same! n she says it as well! people always think bad if we say that. but, in the actual world they said it. even worse. but, the truth is, what is she saying is totally true. i admitt it. but, not all people who has bad mouth is actually has the rotten heart. beware with ur words.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

are u a good weather friend??

there r 2 types of friends in my life. the one that u used to laugh together but never cried with u. they r called good weather friends. they nice to you only when you r needed. frens when after a long time no c, u will feel awkward when u coincidently meet them. and u dun know what topic should you talk other than how r you? frens, when u always pray, "dun make me bump into them". and when it goes, u smile at them, but, they would say " did i meet u somewhere before?".. they dun ever remember wat ur nme is. frens when they nice to you, but whenever u saw her/him ouside with other frens, she/he would pretend that she/he doesnt know you. n when u smile at her/him, their frens ask"who's dat gal?" they would rather say "someone i've known somewhere" or worse, " dunno". yeah.. there are people like this somewhere outside this world. maybe they ashamed to have a fren like me. i dont really know.

the other kind of friend is frens who would do whatever it takes just for you. frens who always beside u, support u whatver u do, never embarrass to hve a fren like u, proudly admit that u were his/her fren. stay beside whenever u r messed up. solve ur problem together.. laugh at the stupid stuff together, do embarrassing things together.. frens when u dun c for a long time, u r so eager to meet them. u always miss them. n u never get boring when u meet up every semester break, everytime u get home. frens whom u never feel awkward when u dun c for a long time. frens that u always have stories to share with. u never get bored chatting and meeting them. each time, there will always a new story u want to tell them. frens whom u want to travel with. frens whom u want to tell u hate someone. frens whom u will tell ur secrets. frens whom u always wish she would be ur boyfren. people said, u will find n c who is ur real frens when u travel with  them. i have frens like this. and i always love them.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

kizuna

What are you doing now? 
Are you watching it, too? 
The sunset that dyes the sky orange 
And changes into the dawn 

I won't forget the nights we cried together 
And nights we laughed til dawn at stupid stuff 
They're the treasure that gives me strength now 
Though we're apart, I can feel your tenderness 
So wherever I am, I'm not alone 
No matter what happens, I won't break down 

Like that island where the sky and sea overlapped 
Even when we're apart, we're a mixture of the same colors 
Look, the bond draws us closer 

What you know and what you don't know 
Stopping and moving forward and falling behind 
There are times you fall on your own and times you fall together 
Thunk, thonk, still spreading out 
Thunk, thonk, falling again 

On sleepless nights when you softly put your hand on your chest 
We can see each other in a dream, I can hear the lullaby 
The bond pushes me forward 

Lalala... 
Look, the bond draws us closer 

My friend's voice echoed in my heart, if your vision's blurred, you can't see the road 
Now get up! Look up, see, it's the same sky, you're never alone 
You don't have to take on everything, okay? Everyone's here, now just believe in the bond 
This alone won't crumble, it won't disappear, now, let's go! 

One step, one step, just keep going, one step, one step, march in time 
If you feel like you're gonna trip, just grab a hand and say wo! Wo! Everyone sing 
One step, one step, just keep going, one step, one step, march in time 
If you feel like you're gonna trip, just grab a hand and say wo! Wo! Everyone sing 

What are you doing now? Are you watching it, too? 
The rain stops and an arch forms across the sky, a rainbow connecting you and me 
kizuna a.k.a bond by orange range




she may be can live without me. but, i cant live without her..