Thursday, November 25, 2010

once again

forthe countless time, i've fallen for you.... p.r.i.n.c.e.s.s

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

watashitachi no monogatari...

one sweet, crowded and hot morning somewhere in Kuala Nerang...

F: where the hell are you? we've been waiting for you, say... about 2 hours.??
S: is it? owh.. i'm sorry.. we were lost.. its obviously rural area.. who can find such this place??.  anyway, let's    go there.. did you see anyone else yet??
F: nope. but i heard that cik siti also got the offer..
S: what?? gosh.. this will be a long sem for us.. by the way, i saw R just now
F: really? we should see her later. but, let's register first. i wanna be with you..
S: me too.. i dont want to be separated with you...

3 hours later...

S: it's lame we can't be in  the same room... but, positive, she's just a door next to me..
A: assalamualaikum... am i disturbing you?? so, i see.. you are my new roommate.. nice to meet you, i'm A..
S: hope we will get along together till the end.. nice to meet you to, i'm S..


after a while...

S: so, this is your room?
F: quite big, compared to our room.. it's not fair.!
R: we have to share with three people per room. it can't be helped, we need a bigger space anyway..
S: how's your roommates?? 
R: hope they are okay.. you know what, when i saw both of you, i felt really happy and relieved.. i thought i was going to be alone. i was very scared to death.. i didn't think i can bring this things well enough, you know, coming to this Kolej MARA. plus the facts that B and W rejected their offer and went to IIUM. i really thought that i was alone.. i was nearly cried just thinking of this matter..
F: what are you talking about? we're here, with you, isn't it?? so, take it easy.. dont think too much..
S: yeahh, we will stick together with you, okay?? no matter what will happen..! the three of us will create a good memory here!!


so, this is the beginning of our story..

Thursday, November 4, 2010

tired to be a kind-hearted person

why would i become a kindhearted person??
why been fooled many times when they betrayed you each time??
why be nice to people when people laugh at you?
why become generous when there's no one appreciates it??
why become humble when there's nobody notice that?
why always smiles when it's so hard to get a smile back??
why become a kind person when you're the one people would blamed for??
why help them when they stab you in the back??
why been sincere when they misunderstand you??
why say thank you when they do not care about you at all???
why work so hard when you are not invisible at all??
why been supportive when your own sister don't speak a word to you??
i want to fly,
fly up high, dun want to think about anything,
cheerfully, freely,..
if only i had doraemon...
should i be killed??
'thank you', arigatou', kamsahamnida, terima kaseh,
why it is so hard to hear the word?? is it so hard to pronounce it??
what would happen if i dont exist??
would their life becomes better??