humiliation

ok. its about our seniors. there are 5 tesl seniors (male) that we know. just because they were our 'victim' when we had to do the interview assignment for english for communication. one of them is a good looking man. not soo good looking, but better than the half-man jerk who talks monkey. you know who i'm talking about. that damn bloke who commented harshly on my essay. go to hell with him. back to our topic. that senior, named D is a cool guy. he likes classic novels, he reads poems, he writes poetically, and he's the kind of talk only when necessary. he's really cool. not only him, the other is a cool guy though, named H. he's a tall guy with a peaceful face expression. looks like a good guy. and the one who suggested all of them to be interviewed is C. C is a friends of my rumate. so we can communicate. because of the fact that we are the first group that know those seniors, interviewed them, we kinda feel excited whenever we saw them. even though, those seniors never recognize us. plus the fact that, that was the first time we met our seniors, because our batch were separated from all the previous batch. that is why we got problems regarding our course. when people has their own seniors to ask for, we dont have, we did with our own. helplessly.

here's the story, this new sem, i got the same class with D. because i took the sem4's subject due to some reasons. you know that i always did something shameful without noticing it. i always did the exaggerated face expression and i never thought that i've done it till someone told me. then, this happened.

he borrowed my rumate's dictionary, (i gave it to him because i was nearer to him.) that has the name and the adrdess of my rumate. then, when he wanted to returned it back, he didnt know whose dictionary was it, so he held it high and ask everyone. i put my hand up. and he said something i didnt hear. i thought he said thnks or watsoever. that is why i answered him back "ok".

then, because of him who hold the dict, i got excited and made a face expression that i never want to know. the expression that shows "omg omg omg, i/m touching the dict he touched!!!" expression. yeah.. i didnt realize that, too. and suddenly, everyone in the class said "owwwhhh.... now i know~~" with cynical smiling.
do you understand what i'm babbling about here?? yeah.. they misunderstood.. good. when i explained it to them, they woldnt believe. great. that was soo great.

the other thing is, actually, D said sumthing about the address, he said "do u live at tikam batu". and i said "ok"?? wat the heck??! and that was my RUMATE's address n dict, NOT ME and i confidently said it was mine. the other great thing. and when we were at the elevator, there were only me with my rumate and D with our lecturer in the lift. me and him were in the back. he was looking at me, like he wanted to say something. i guess maybe because i answered "ok" for his quest.

my guess wasnt wrong. he did ask me again with the same quest. then, i had to tell him the truth. i said "it wasnt me. it was hers". u know how ashamed i was at that time? i was so ashamed! he looked at me with err-what-the-- expression.

huhu... this was the third humiliated things happened to me recently, after hve been called "penggoda" by our lecturer in dasar n falsafah class (because of the same name of Nabi Yusuf's wife). the whole class laughed at me. the other is, they said my face same with Z's??!! what the hell...