if only

people might think i'm crazy. crying when listening to the song, jemu by may. haha.dun worry, its impossible for me to like this song.
its my dad's favourite song. but, he cant listen to this song. all his children dont listen to this kind of song. he always ask me whether i can put the song to his phone. everytime, i would answer, ur phone is outdated.  u cant put the song. and then, he smiled.

all his children are using luxury phones. he just using the simple one. he gave the expensive phone to his children, and let himself using the cheapest one. i know he wanted the expensive one. but he think it wisely, he doesnt know how to use the expensive phone even if he buy it.

everytime his birthday comes, his childrren never give him phone, all he got just watch, wallet, shirt, etc.
and that everytime i ask him whether he want the new phone, he will just answer, "use it for your own, i dun need them. u need more than me".
and still, he ask me to put the song to his outdated phone. haha.

dad, if i had enough money, i'll give to you the expensive phone, that u can put the song and listen whenever you want to listen.